What If Awakening Is the Real Work of Faith?

What If Awakening Is the Real Work of Faith?

What If Awakening Is the Real Work of Faith?

A Gospel of Revelation, Not Striving

What if the Christian life was never meant to be driven by pressure, fear, or religious striving… but by awakening? What if righteousness doesn’t begin with our effort but with God’s revelation? What if faith and repentance are not demands God places on us, but responses that rise naturally the moment our eyes open to what He has already accomplished?

This isn’t soft theology. This is the voice of Scripture. And for me, this is personal.


⭐ A Personal Confession: I Grew Up With a Threat, Not Good News

I grew up in a hard-core evangelical, legalistic Baptist world — heavy on judgment, heavy on fear, and heavy on performance. My understanding of the “gospel” was simple and stark:

Get it right or go to hell.

Faith was framed as agreeing to the right theology. Repentance was a checklist. Hope was mostly fear-based. And even though I sincerely wanted God, none of it ever felt like good news. It felt like a threat wrapped in religious language.

If you had asked me back then, “Do you love Jesus?” my honest answer would have been:

“Yes… because the alternative is hell.”

And deep down, I always wondered: Is this really the gospel Jesus came to bring?

What I’ve learned since is this: fear may control behavior for a season, but only love awakens the heart.


⭐ Faith Awakens When God Opens Our Eyes

We were taught that faith is something we must generate — a spiritual performance to impress God. But the New Testament treats faith as the fruit of seeing, not the cause of seeing.

“Wake up, O sleeper, and rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.”
(Ephesians 5:14)

In Scripture, awakening comes first. Faith is the response to the light.

“You will know the truth, and the truth will make you free.”
(John 8:32)

Truth makes you free — not fear, not guilt, not effort. Truth awakens faith. Faith isn’t something you strain to produce. Faith is what happens when you finally see Him as He is.


⭐ Repentance Is Not a Requirement — It’s a Response

For centuries we’ve treated repentance as a barrier between us and God — something we must accomplish to earn mercy. But Scripture’s word for repentance, metanoia, means “a change of mind,” or “a shift in seeing.”

Repentance is what happens after the heart awakens.

“Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.”
(Romans 12:2)

Transformation begins with renewing — not with punishing yourself, not with proving sincerity, not with achieving holiness.

Repentance is not what earns grace — it’s what grace produces.

When the prodigal son “came to himself,” then he turned home. His repentance was not the price of acceptance; it was the natural response to awakening.

Repentance is not you working your way to God. Repentance is you discovering God was already waiting.


⭐ Identity Awakening Creates Real Change

Religion demands: “Change so God will accept you.”
The gospel reveals: “God has already accepted you — now watch how you change.”

“You are the righteousness of God in Christ.”
(2 Corinthians 5:21)

Becoming righteous isn’t your job. Awakening to righteousness is.

When you see who you truly are in Christ:

  • shame loses its grip,
  • fear loses its voice,
  • and sin loses its attraction.

You don’t turn from sin to get identity. You turn from sin because you have one.

“We love because He first loved us.”
(1 John 4:19)

Identity comes first. Obedience flows from belonging, not the other way around.


⭐ Faith Is the Heart’s Awakening, Not Its Effort

Scripture never portrays faith as a tool to twist God’s arm. Faith is what rises in you when God reveals Himself.

“Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of Christ.”
(Romans 10:17)

Faith doesn’t come from trying harder to believe. Faith comes from seeing something true.

And here is the core of the gospel:

“God was in Christ reconciling the world to Himself, not counting their sins against them.”
(2 Corinthians 5:19)

Reconciliation is God’s work. Faith is our awakening to it. Faith does not create reconciliation — faith discovers it.


⭐ Awakening Is the Gospel’s Motion

Jesus described salvation in terms of seeing, not striving.

“Unless one is born from above, he cannot see the kingdom of God.”
(John 3:3)

The kingdom was not the reward; it was the reality — and being born from above simply opened the eyes to it.

“I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly.”
(John 10:10)

Life is not achieved. Life is received. Life awakens.


⭐ Freedom Comes From Revelation, Not Fear

Paul didn’t say, “Try harder so you won’t sin.” He said:

“Awake to righteousness, and do not sin.”
(1 Corinthians 15:34)

Awaken first. Live differently second.

Fear tries to motivate obedience. Awakening produces obedience. Fear controls behavior. Awakening transforms the heart.


⭐ What If This Has Been the Gospel All Along?

What if the gospel was never meant to intimidate you into obedience… but to awaken you into freedom? What if faith and repentance are not the currency you pay to earn God’s love… but the natural responses of a heart that finally sees the truth?

What if everything God desires from you — trust, joy, hope, obedience — begins not with your effort, but with His revelation?

What if the real work of faith… has always been awakening?


Blessing

May your eyes be opened to the Father who has loved you from the beginning.
May the truth set you free from fear, and may awakening replace striving.
May you discover that you were always His — and that the gospel really is good news.

The One Who Came Back

The One Who Came Back

The One Who Came Back

THE ONE WHO CAME BACK

Luke 17:11–19

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THE ONE WHO CAME BACK
Luke 17:11–19

If you had been walking with Jesus that day, the road between Samaria and Galilee would have felt quiet and ordinary. Dust swirling at your feet. Sun warm on your shoulders. Nothing unusual.

Until you saw them.

Ten silhouettes standing far off — the required distance — but also the distance of deep heartbreak. You could feel the weight of their isolation before a word was spoken.

Ten men who hadn’t been touched in years.
Ten men who hadn’t sat at their own tables or hugged their own children.
Ten men exiled from everything familiar.

Then their voices cracked through the stillness:

“Jesus… Master… have mercy on us!”

You know that kind of cry.
The cry that comes from the end of yourself — the cry that doesn’t ask for explanations, only mercy.

And Jesus’ response was simple:

“When He saw them, He said, ‘Go and show yourselves to the priests.’” (Luke 17:14)

A strange instruction, because nothing had changed yet.
No instant transformation.
No visible miracle.

But here’s something we often overlook:

They weren’t wrong to go.
They obeyed the exact words Jesus gave them.
Their obedience was real…
but their hearts had not yet turned back to the Giver.

Still, they turned.
And they walked.

And then, as dust rose under their feet…

“As they went, they were cleansed.” (Luke 17:14)

Look down at your own hands for a moment — imagine if numbness suddenly faded, if color returned, if sensation pulsed where nothing had been for years.

That’s what they felt.

Skin restored.
Strength renewed.
Hope flooding back like sunlight after a storm.

All ten were healed.

And suddenly — everything they lost was now within reach again.

THE NINE WHO RAN FORWARD

Imagine the eruption of joy:

One drops to his knees before sprinting home to see his children.
One races toward the synagogue to be restored.
Another runs shouting for his wife.
One takes off toward his aging parents’ home.
One laughs the whole way.
One cries the whole way.
One turns toward his old work with renewed strength.
Another stares at his hands, turning them over and over in awe.

Can you blame them?
If you had just received your life back, wouldn’t you run too?

They weren’t wicked.
They weren’t rebellious.
They were simply overwhelmed by blessing — so overwhelmed that they ran straight into the future Jesus had given them…

without turning back to Jesus Himself.

They embraced the blessing,
but forgot the Blesser.

They obeyed His words,
but they did not return to His heart.

THE ONE WHO TURNED AROUND

But one man — a Samaritan — stops.

Picture him standing alone on the road, breathing hard, staring at his restored skin.
Feeling the breeze on places that had known only numbness.
Hearing his own heartbeat pounding with joy.

And then…
a tug.
A whisper.
A knowing.

“Go back.
Don’t rush past the One who did this.
Return.”

Have you ever felt that same tug in your own life?
That quiet nudge that says:

“Don’t just enjoy the blessing — come back to Me.”

While nine run forward into life,
he turns around.

He runs back — not for more healing,
but because the healing pointed him to the Healer.

He falls at Jesus’ feet, his voice carrying gratitude through the air.

A heart returned.
A life bowed low.
A blessing acknowledged at the feet of its Giver.

THE QUESTION JESUS STILL ASKS

Jesus looks at him — then at the empty road behind him — and says:

“Were not ten cleansed? Where are the nine?” (Luke 17:17)

Not angry.
Not condemning.

Just the tender grief of love unreturned.

Ten received mercy.
Only one returned with his heart.

THE DEEPER MIRACLE

Then Jesus speaks the blessing that goes beyond skin:

“Rise and go your way; your faith has made you well.” (Luke 17:19)

But the word He used for “made you well” was “sozo” —
a word far deeper than physical healing:

Saved.
Made whole.
Restored.
Healed inside and out.

Ten walked away with clean bodies.
Only one walked away with a clean soul.

Ten were healed.
One was whole.

And without saying a word about theology,
Jesus quietly revealed something profound:

Blessings change circumstances.
Gratitude changes a heart.

WHAT THANKSGIVING REALLY IS

Thanksgiving is not:

Listing the good things.
Thinking positive thoughts.
Acknowledging blessings in your life.

Good ideas — but incomplete.

In Scripture, thanksgiving is the turn.
It’s circling back.
It’s the moment when blessing becomes invitation…
and your heart takes the path the nine never took.

The nine ran toward the life Jesus restored.
The one ran toward Jesus.

THE GENTLE CALL FOR THIS WEEK

This Thanksgiving, somewhere between the noise of the kitchen, the familiar voices, the ache you’re carrying, and the blessings you’re grateful for…

pause.

Look at your own life —
the mercies God has given,
the prayers He has answered,
the strength He has supplied.

Then whisper:

“Jesus… I’m coming back.”

Not just to acknowledge the blessing,
but to sit at the feet of the Blesser.

Don’t settle for being healed.
Come back — and be made whole.

THE VOICE BEFORE THE MOMENT

THE VOICE BEFORE THE MOMENT

THE VOICE BEFORE THE MOMENT

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The Voice Before the Moment

Before Jesus ever stepped into public view, another voice echoed across dusty roads and desert air.

John the Baptist didn’t arrive with decorations, music, or a polished announcement. He came with a simple calling: Prepare your hearts. Something greater is coming.

People traveled from crowded markets, quiet hillsides, and tiny villages—not because John was impressive, but because something inside them whispered, “Pay attention… something is about to happen.”

A voice of one calling in the wilderness: Prepare the way for the Lord.

When John cried out, he wasn’t just announcing Jesus. He was awakening hearts. He was helping people slow down, notice God, and look up with expectation.

And in our own way, we still need that same voice today. Not from the wilderness, but from the middle of our ordinary, noisy, everyday lives. A quiet prompting inside us that says, “Slow down. Pay attention. Make space for what God is doing.”

John prepared a generation for a Messiah they hadn’t yet seen. This week, we prepare our hearts for a thanksgiving we haven’t fully stepped into—not the holiday, but the posture of gratitude that God forms in the quiet.

Sometimes the preparation is the holy place where God meets us first.

Preparing Our Homes… and Our Hearts

We’re one week before Thanksgiving. Not quite in the celebration, but firmly in the “getting ready” phase.

Maybe we’re putting out decorations. Maybe the kitchen is slowly gathering ingredients. Maybe the house is being tidied room by room.

But underneath all that, another question rises:

We’re preparing our homes… but are we preparing our hearts?

Thanksgiving isn’t merely an event. It’s a spiritual posture—a way of seeing, noticing, and remembering the goodness of God.

So before the table is full… before the family gathers… before the noise and the laughter… this is the week where gratitude begins to grow quietly inside us.

In the same way John prepared the people, this is our invitation to prepare the atmosphere of our homes—to gently lead our spouses, our children, and ourselves into a mindset of gratitude.

So How Do We Prepare Our Hearts?

Not by forcing emotions. Not by pretending life isn’t chaotic. But by noticing God right in the middle of it.

Here are a few simple ways to begin.

Make a list, mental or written, of what God has already done. Moments of provision, protection, strength, kindness. You’ll be surprised how quickly the list grows.

Pay attention to the small blessings. Warm socks on a cold morning. A laugh you didn’t expect. The comfort of your home. The smell of dinner cooking. These aren’t accidents—they’re reminders.

Take inventory of your year. Where has God carried you? What burdens has He helped lift? What relationships has He begun to heal? What quiet mercies has He tucked into your days?

Prepare your family gently. Ask your spouse, “What’s something you’re grateful for today?” Ask your kids at dinner, “Where did you see God’s goodness this week?” Gratitude grows best when someone goes first. Maybe that someone is you.

Call to Action

Before this week fills up, take a slow breath. Look around your life. And ask God one simple, honest question:

Lord, what do You want to prepare in me before this season arrives?

Let the answer become the beginning of gratitude.

When the Leaves Fall

When the Leaves Fall

When the Leaves Fall

When the Leaves Fall

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Luke 13:6–9 — “A man had a fig tree planted in his vineyard; and he came seeking fruit on it and found none. Then he said to the vinedresser, ‘Cut it down; why should it use up the ground?’ But the vinedresser answered, ‘Sir, let it alone this year also, until I dig around it and fertilize it.’”

The vineyard was quiet, the branches bare. Year after year, the owner came looking for fruit—and found none. His patience had worn thin. But before the axe could swing, the gardener stepped forward.
“Give it one more year,” he said. “Let me tend the soil. Let me care for it again.”

That’s the voice of Jesus—the Master Gardener who sees worth where others see waste.
He’s not quick to discard or condemn. When our lives look barren, when nothing seems to grow, He kneels beside the roots and begins to work the soil of our hearts again.

John 15:4–5 — “Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself unless it abides in the vine, neither can you unless you abide in Me. I am the vine; you are the branches.”

Here in Ohio, the trees stand nearly bare. The glory of October has fallen to the ground, and the cold November wind whistles through empty limbs. If you didn’t know better, you’d think the trees were dead. But they’re not. Deep below, life still pulses. The roots are storing energy, preparing for spring.

It’s the same with us.
There are seasons when God allows the leaves to fall—when the beauty we once carried fades, when work slows, relationships shift, or our sense of purpose dims. Pruning often feels like loss, disappointment, or confusion. We stand in a cold wind, wondering what we did wrong.

But maybe it’s not punishment.
Maybe it’s preparation.
Maybe the Gardener is tending deeper roots.

We like to show green leaves and bright fruit—to prove we’re thriving. But Jesus doesn’t ask us to perform. He asks us to abide. To stay. To trust that His hands are still holding us, even when nothing seems alive.

What does abiding look like in winter?
It looks like opening Scripture when feelings are flat. Whispering a simple prayer when words are few. Choosing small obediences when doors stay shut. Receiving love you can’t yet feel. Remaining near, not running away.

The seasons of the soul are not mistakes. They’re mercy. God’s pruning is never cruel—it’s careful. He removes what hinders life so that new life can grow. And fruit is promised in its season: “He is like a tree planted by streams of water… that yields its fruit in its season” (Psalm 1:3).

So if your branches feel bare, don’t fear the silence. The same God who painted the leaves in October will clothe the trees again in spring. As Thanksgiving approaches, choose gratitude not only for what God has given, but for what He is quietly preparing.


🌿 Reflect & Rest

What if this season of loss is really a season of rooting?
What if God’s silence is the sound of Him working deeper?
Can you trust the Gardener even when you see no green?

Maybe this is your “one more year”—the time He’s digging around your roots, quietly preparing you for fruit you can’t yet imagine.


📍 Prayer:
Lord, when the winds strip my branches bare, remind me that You are still my life. Teach me to rest, to abide, and to trust the seasons You bring. And when new leaves appear, may they bring glory to You alone. Amen.

Thy Will Be Done

Thy Will Be Done

Thy Will Be Done

Glorified Either Way

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We pray for healing. We pray for help.
But what if the greater miracle is learning to glorify God even when nothing changes?

Philippians 1:20 — “That Christ will be magnified in my body, whether by life or by death.”

We’ve all heard the prayer list.
One by one, hands are raised — “Pray for my surgery,” “Pray for my finances,” “Pray for my family.”
It’s not wrong to ask. Jesus told us to bring our needs before the Father.
But somewhere along the way, our prayers began to sound more like instructions:
“Lord, guide the doctor’s hands.”
“Remove the cancer.”
“Provide the money we need.”
We tell Him what to do and how to do it.

Yet when Jesus taught His followers to pray, He didn’t say, “Give me what I want.”
He said, “Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done.”
What if that simple phrase was meant to reshape every prayer we’ve ever prayed?

So maybe the question isn’t should we pray for healing or help.
Maybe the question is why we pray for them.
Are we seeking His hand, or His face?
One gives us relief. The other gives us life.

🕯️ When Prayer Doesn’t Change the Pain

Job lost everything — his wealth, his health, his family — yet whispered through the dust,
“The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.”

Jesus prayed in Gethsemane until His sweat became blood.
“Father, if You are willing, take this cup from Me; yet not My will, but Yours be done.”

Paul pleaded three times for his thorn to be removed, and God replied,
“My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.”

Three prayers. Three denials. One truth:
God’s glory often shines brightest when our desires are not met.
Faith isn’t proven in what we receive, but in whom we trust when nothing changes.

💧 Hungry for the Wrong Thing

When the Israelites wandered in the wilderness, they cried out for food and water.
They had seen miracles, stood beneath Sinai’s thunder, and still they cried, “We’re hungry! We’re thirsty!”
God answered, but He also grieved.

Because what they truly needed wasn’t bread or water.
They needed Him.

Moses later reminded them, “Man does not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God.”

They were surrounded by the presence of the Living God, yet their prayers stayed fixed on their bellies.
They wanted answers. He wanted intimacy.

How often do our prayers sound like theirs?
“Lord, fix this. Provide that. Make this easier.”
We ask for the gift and miss the Giver.
We reach for the water and forget the One who said,
“Whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him will never thirst.”
And the One who said, “I am the bread of life.”

Could it be that our deepest hunger is not for relief, but for relationship?
Every ache is an invitation to look up — not for rescue, but for revelation.

🧭 Faith That Trembles and Still Trusts

Sometimes prayer feels like standing in the dark, whispering into silence.
You’ve begged. You’ve believed. You’ve done everything right.
But heaven stays quiet, and the pain doesn’t lift.

If you’ve ever been there — waiting for healing that never comes, or watching someone you love slip away — you know how hard this is.
This kind of faith isn’t tidy or triumphant.
It trembles, it questions, it weeps — and still says, “Even if You don’t, I will trust You.”

Jesus never promised us comfort.
He promised us Himself.
And sometimes that means walking with Him through valleys we would never choose.

Maybe faith doesn’t erase pain; maybe it helps us see it differently.
It doesn’t demand understanding; it discovers glory.
We follow Him, not because He fixes every problem, but because He alone is worth following.

🤍 The Prayer of the Broken Saint

I know many of you are on your knees right now, crying out to God.
You’ve stared at the empty chair across the dinner table.
You’ve walked through a silent house where laughter used to live.
You’ve prayed until your throat ached.

There are moments when words run out — when you can’t keep asking for healing or help because the pain has taken all your strength.
And in that place, all that’s left is this:

“Lord, regardless of the outcome, glorify Your name.”

That’s the prayer of the broken saint.
That’s the prayer of Jesus in Gethsemane and the cry of Job in the ashes.
It’s not a prayer for deliverance — it’s a surrender to glory.
It’s not polished. It’s not eloquent. It’s just real.

Sometimes all we can do is lift our tear-stained faces toward heaven and whisper,
“I can’t carry this. I don’t understand it. But let it glorify You.”

And that’s enough.
Because that is faith — not the kind that moves mountains, but the kind that kneels in the rubble and still calls Him good.
Heaven hears that prayer more clearly than any sermon ever preached.

🙏 The Surrender He Invites Us Into

Our purpose is not to be comfortable — it’s to be conformed to Christ.
Our calling is not to have our problems fixed, but to have His presence formed within us.
Our highest aim is not success or safety, but this:
“Whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.”
“Everyone who is called by My name, whom I created for My glory.”

So here is my prayer:
No matter my circumstances, may my life, my health, my marriage, my finances — all of it — glorify You.
If You allow me to be sick, let my sickness glorify You.
If You allow me to live in poverty, let my poverty glorify You.
If You allow me to struggle, let my struggle glorify You.
And if You bring me down to the grave, may even my death glorify You.

That’s my only prayer.
I don’t ask for comfort, success, or even healing — only that my life would magnify Christ.
Because that’s the surrender He invites us into — the place where we stop chasing blessings and start beholding His beauty.

Lord, if You heal, may Your goodness shine.
If You don’t, may Your grace be seen in how we walk through it.
Either way, may You be glorified — in my body, in my story, in my life.

When His glory becomes our desire, even suffering becomes sacred.

🔥 Challenge to the Reader

So let me ask you — gently, but honestly:
What are you asking God for today?
Are you asking Him to fix what hurts, or to fill you with Himself?
If every prayer went unanswered, but His presence stayed near — would that be enough?

Maybe that’s what Jesus meant when He taught us to pray,
“Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done.”

It’s not resignation.
It’s worship.
It’s saying, “I belong to You. Do what brings You glory — and let me be part of it.”

Because in the end, that’s the only prayer that never goes unanswered.
And when His glory fills your ashes, you’ll see — He never left at all.

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