Not a Reset Button
Not a Reset Button
Not a Reset Button
The sun was barely up.
The water was still.
Peter stood on the shore with the others, tired in the bones.
Not long ago, he had been certain of himself. Loud. Ready.
âIâll die with You,â he said.
But then came the night he still couldnât shake.
A courtyard.
A charcoal fire.
A girlâs voice asking a question that suddenly felt dangerous to answer.
And Peter did the thing he swore he never would.
Three times.
âThe servant girl saw him as he sat by the fire and looked intently at him and said, âThis man was also with him.â But he denied himâŚâ
âAnd after an interval of about an hour still another insisted, saying, âCertainly this man also was with himâŚâ But Peter said, âMan, I do not know what you are talking about.â And immediately, while he was still speaking, the rooster crowed.â
âAnd the Lord turned and looked at Peter.â
After that, life kept movingâbut Peter didnât feel like he was moving forward.
So he went back to fishing.
Not because he loved it⌠but because it didnât ask him any questions.
Then, a voice from the shore.
A familiar instruction.
A net suddenly heavy with fish.
When they reached land, Jesus already had a fire burning.
Not a throne.
Not a lecture.
A charcoal fire.
The same kind of fire Peter had stood beside when everything fell apart.
Jesus didnât pretend it never happened.
He didnât shame him either.
He fed him first.
âCome and eat.â
Only after breakfastâonly after warmth and foodâdid Jesus ask the question.
Not once.
Three times.
âWhen they had finished breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, âSimon, son of John, do you love me more than these?â He said to him, âYes, Lord; you know that I love you.â He said to him, âFeed my lambs.ââ
âHe said to him a second time, âSimon, son of John, do you love me?â He said to him, âYes, Lord; you know that I love you.â He said to him, âTend my sheep.ââ
âHe said to him the third time, âSimon, son of John, do you love me?â Peter was grieved because he said to him the third time, âDo you love me?â and he said to him, âLord, you know everything; you know that I love you.â Jesus said to him, âFeed my sheep.ââ
Peter didnât get a reset button.
He got restoration.
A lot of us treat the new year like a reset button.
As if God is more willing on January 1 than He was yesterday.
But Jesus met Peter on an ordinary morningâwith yesterday still clinging to him.
And maybe thatâs what you need to hear.
God doesnât wait for you to become impressive.
He comes close at the place you failed.
He builds a fire there.
And He feeds you there.
Maybe youâre walking into this year carrying something you hoped would be gone by now.
A regret.
A pattern.
A quiet disappointment in yourself.
And underneath it all, a fear you barely let yourself name:
âMaybe Iâve messed this up too many times.â
Peter didnât step back into life because he proved his strength.
He stepped back in because Jesus restored his love.
Religion says, âNew year, new youâdonât mess this up.â
Jesus says, âCome and eat.â
Then, gently:
âDo you love Me?â
Not, âDid you meet your goals?â
Not, âDid you fix everything?â
Just⌠âDo you love Me?â
And if you doâeven with tremblingâ
He doesnât discard you.
He gives you your next faithful step.
This year doesnât begin with your promises.
It begins with His invitation:
Come and eat⌠and follow Me.
Jesus,
I bring You what Iâm carrying into this new yearâ
the hopes, the fear, the unfinished places.
Meet me at my charcoal fire.
Feed me where I feel weak.
Restore my love where shame has tried to hollow me out.
I donât want to perform for You.
I want to follow You.
Give me light for the next step.
Amen.
Before you scrollâpause for a moment.
Whisper, âJesus, I love You.â
Then ask, âWhatâs my next step?â
And if someone you love is walking into this year heavyâŚ
send this to them and say, âNo shame. Just come and eat.â
